Goth in the third trimester

I was just at 9 months pregnant when I made what might be the last goth outing of my pregnancy. 

My shirt came from a band whose concert in Seattle I saw back when I was only 4 months pregnant. I can't believe I thought I had a bump back then...

Since then, of course, I've grown steadily larger. and now the only thing that continues to fit is this dress from American Apparel, which I've worn in every trimester now (1st, and 2nd). 

Shirt: Tinariwen

Dress: American Apparel

Goths get pregnant

Met my friends for late-night tea and had to pull off my gothic finest while 7 months pregnant. 

None of the clothes I'm wearing are maternity clothes. The dress from American Apparel is just really loose, and the vintage blouse underneath....actually isn't buttened at all. Let's see how much longer I can get away with this #pregnancyhacks

Dress: American Apparel

Blouse: vintage

Belt: vintage

Glasses: Salt

Clutch: Coach

Shoes: Target

Ghostland in polka dots

This past month I got to host another one of my friend's Ghostland events. I absolutely love working these events because they are so much fun. It's also my only chance to dress up like a ghost and still be in bed by 10:30pm. 

I am glad I finally got to wear this top and skirt together. I designed them six years ago and knew one day I would rock it. Didn't know I would be 5 months pregnant when I finally did wear it...

Top: Made by me, Spring 2012 Collection

Skirt: Made by me, Spring 2012 Collection

Sunglasses: from a vintage store on Melrose 

Necklace: from Urban Outfitters 15 years ago....

Gothic Sunday special

Dress: probably from Urban Outfitters

Long sheer skirt (worn underneath): made by me

Shoes: Target

Necklace: Spellbound Sky

Goths Get Hungry

A timeless tale...

I get dressed up and go to the club with my best friend. 

We have a wild night of drinking and when we get out at 2:00am, the drive-through line at Taco Bell was too long. 

So we go home and make nachos.

Yes, goths get hungry too. 

Dress: Target

Collared Top: American Apparel

Necklace: Tiffany

Hat: vintage

Seattle Day 2

Second day in Seattle and I'm debuting my new thrift store finds from the Ave. This entire outfit (except the bag and shoes) was compiled from my purchases for the day and cost a grand total of $45. 

Here I am walking around Green Lake in central Seattle. 

Hat: thrifted

Blouse: thrifted Marc by Marc Jacobs

Tank: thrifted

Skirt: thrifted H&M 

Bag: ippolito

Shoes: Ether

Vampire Masquerade Ball 2016

This year I attended Portland’s annual VampireMasquerade Ball for the first time. I have been following the ball on social media for years and dreaming on attending, and this year was my chance.

Usually the ball is held in March, when the air is cold and the sky gets dark by 8:00pm. But this year the ball was postponed until June. Usually a mild month in Portland, that day it was over 100 degrees and I was in full Victorian regalia. However, a late sunset afforded me a lot of time to get ready and take pictures before the ball.

At the ball you can see all kinds of goths. Some are in full monster make-up and costumes. Some are Victorian, Renaissance, Edwardian, or wearing other period-pieces. Some are futuristic with latex dresses. Some wear vampire fangs, some have giant headdresses, and some definitely spend six months creating their outfits for the night.

I procrastinated and did mine in one weekend. The most time consuming part of the whole endeavor was deciding what I actually wanted to create.

Limitations:

• TIME: I didn’t have time to do a super detailed dress with trims and lace and perfect fit.
• BUDGET: I didn’t have the budget to do something lavish that I was only going to wear once or twice. I needed to create something in pieces that could be worn on the street
• BODY: This excuse is lame, but I didn’t have the body I wanted for a more fitted/sexy dress. I had put on a little weight in the winter that I didn’t lose, and I didn’t want to create a fitted dress if my fit was going to change in a few months.

Design ideas:

• COLOR: As much as I love black and wear it as much as possible to stand out in crowds, I was afraid that if I went all-black for the Vampire Ball I would get lost in the crowd. I wanted to stand out, so I decided on a white base.
• SHAPE: I settled on a Victorian design with puffy sleeves and a ruffled skirt with a simple bustle.
• COMFORT: I needed to be able to dance in this outfit and wear it for a minimum of 6 hours without needless suffering or having it fall apart, so it needed to be comfortable.
• COST: Due to budget, I decided to make the top and skirt separately, so that I could wear them as separate pieces with street clothes. We’ll see how I pull that off….
• ACCESSORIES: I didn’t have the budget to purchase new gloves, purses, hats, jewelry, etc., so I needed to create something that would compliment the things that I already owned.

I spent hours scouring the internet for Victorian dresses and reproductions and looking at pictures of other gothic balls to see how people would be dressed. For weeks I did all this research and still had no idea what  I would make, until I came across these pictures:

I loved the polka dots and they are so unexpected for that era; I almost didn’t think polka dots existed in the Victorian period. I decided that this is the dress I must reproduce. White will make me stand out, and the polka dots will be surprising and fun. Thankfully this material was available at a local fabric store, and I spent about $60 on 8 yards of it.

I got to work on the bodice first, since I knew that would be the most complicated piece in the ensemble and it would take me a few tries to get the fit right. I cut up an old bed sheet to use as my muslin, and I made four muslins before deciding that the pattern was good enough to use for cutting the real fabric (it’s still not perfect). One thing that needed a lot of work for the sleeves. I underestimated how large the pattern of the sleeves would need to being order to produce the ruffle effect. Even after I cut the fabric, I had to alter the sleeves numerous times to get them right.

The skirt was easy except that it was just a lot of fabric and sewing. I used a drawstring to tie the waist, so I can adjust it if I lose weight in the future. I made an underskirt that can probably be worn on the street, and a long overskirt with a train that’s just for bustling.

My accessories were all things I had in my closet:

•  a 1950s pill box hat from a vintage store, which I’ve owned for at least 10 years
•  gloves from a department store (also worn in high school)
• a broach from my grandmother
• a jewel purse also owned in high school, worn belted at the waist (like they did back then)
•  a veil I bought in Japan when I was 18
• a parasol I bought at a costume museum, also when I was 18
• My hair and make-up turned out really nice on the day-of, even though  it was 100 degrees and I have no AC, and pretty much sweated it off as soon as I put it on

 

Hair and make up in the works

The ball starts at 9:00am and finishes around 2:00am. Before I attended I thought I might get bored and wondered how I would entertain myself for five hours. Fortunately I was totally wrong in that assumption. I had so much fun I felt like five hours was not enough. I spent the whole time catching up with people I met at parties and goth clubs, comparing and complimenting outfits, dancing, watching the areal shows, waiting in line for photos, getting drinks (I had 4 or 5 cocktails), and going through the buffet line twice. There were also a number of vendors on the first floor, so I did a bit of shopping as well. Five hours was not nearly enough time to see and do everything and chat with all the people I wanted to see.

I am so excited to for next year’s vampire ball and I can’t wait to begin working on my dress. Better start now!

Seattle Outfit Day 1

I went to Seattle recently to visit an old friend, and decided that it was the perfect chance to debut my new May backpack from ippolito, a bag company in Greece. This was also the first time I wore my fortune teller cap which I've owned for years and never wore until now. Apparently I was waiting for my hair to get as long as it is.   

Hat: no idea, probably picked it up in a thrift store

Dress: Urban Outfitters

Stockings: American Apparel

Bag: ippolito

Locket: vintage

Shoes: Target

Black lace at the wine tasting party

Going back to my gothic roots, I wore this lace top from high school to a house party. 

I think it's going to be a dark summer...

Top: Victoria's Secret

Jeans: Levi's

Shoes: Target

Bag: vintage coach